Wednesday, January 6, 2010

30 day shred

i will start the 30 day shred today. last time i did not stick to it. i made it 28 days. i can do it this time. i know i can do it. i want to look like jillian michaels.

this will not be easy coming off the heels of an eating disorder...but I just cannot be in this fat body anymore. there has to be a happy middle ground.

I HAVE TO FIND IT
I WILL FIND IT

3 comments:

  1. Yes, there is a happy middle ground. Be careful with the eating disorder...I don't have that, but I have body issues...got way too thin back in April, tried to sculpt my body in an unrealistic way. Remember, Jillian Michaels is in the gym for hours a day and has a lot at her disposal that most of us don't have. Be the best that YOU can be...we are all beautiful for different reasons, every one of us.

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  2. Thank you Lulah. I am trying hard to be careful - and always double checking things in the back of my head to make sure I do not slip back to that awful place I used to be in. I know Jillian works out for hours a day to get in the shape she's in...I wish I had that kind of time :)

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  3. I love Jillian too...hang in there...you can have ANYTHING you want to...set your mind to it and and just keep going forward!

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